i don't want to work anymore. pretend nothing ever happened--start anew, fresh, all over. gahh, what's going on? I can't wait to finish this project. I have to--this project must be finished. and then, i will pretend that i've never done it. And then, i will start something new, entirely differently. The whole world will be new again. I can't wait til that happens. It's going to happen, very soon--by the end of april. Just two more months--no longer.
My work is important, and it must be done. I shall be focussed on my work, cause it's imperative. It's ground breaking, earth shattering. It's awesome work. No one has told me that, except myself... and friends and family. But that, i hold on to. And i know, because i have standards.
Then, the deadline is for myself. I have to continue living, get back into this world. And I can't, until i'm finished. So it's going to be done.
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